난 예쁘 니까~

should i get a bunny?

2012-03-03T22:00:00.002+08:00

After looking at Xiaxue's holland lop,
I feel like getting a bunny so muchie!

but i guess i have to wait until I'm back from
Korea and thats subject to change.. ):
aishh~

cuties!

我帮自己打了预防针吗？

2012-02-12T01:57:00.002+08:00

有时候，人真的很可笑。
拥有的时候不懂得珍惜，
等到失去的时候才要挽回。

现在的我，像是帮自己打了预防针。
让每个人无法进入我的世界。

虚无缥缈的爱情，我并不需要。

什么时候才能遇见那个能打开我心墙的人呢？

答案只有一个吧……

那就是等。

等待着永恒，还是一场空虚呢？

2012-02-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

okay. this is ridiculous
but i should be doing my research paper instead.
*GAH.

just a thought about what my future husband to be.

lets list a few requirements (hah) for fun~

1. need to be ok-looking
2. need to be able to earn sufficient wage
3. need to love me~
4. need to be loyal
5. cannot smoke and drink
6. need to be caring and thoughtful
7. need to be understanding.
8. need to be taller than me (best if i can wear heels luh)
9. cannot be skinny!
10. need to have a loving heart~

okay. i realise if i continue going on the list will reach 740174801729017490218921.
lol. so thats it!

marking the end of our internship...

2012-01-20T16:39:00.000+08:00

Finally ending my internship in another 2 days time.

and CHINESE NEW YEAR COMES!

i am having a dilemma right now because i am happy that

i ain't getting any work stress anymore but i am leaving my

dearies!!~

i will miss my dear shinyee~

i will miss my dear brother , dennis~

i will miss my mummy jennifer~

i will miss my bro, tauwee~

i will miss my dear susan~

i will miss my fellow colleagues~

i will miss my fellow managers and supervisors~

i will miss the stresss (Just joking)

i will miss selling packages to korea!

i will miss our boss~

after going through 5 months of hardship (maybe just 3),

i have gained a lot of new knowledge and new experience

in working in a travel agency..

i have also understand more about office politics (since i've

worked here for 5 months)

lalalalala.

anyway! Happy Chinese New Year people~

心碎的滋味 (edited from 我真的受傷了)

2012-01-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

我在挣扎着眼泪在流着
我的伤痕又刻深了

玫瑰都写了心已经死了
空虚的心是否我尽存的
我在挣扎着泪已流干了
你是否曾想起我呢

prechorus
冰淇凌溶了心灰意冷了
但我从没忘记过你的体温
落叶飘下了他已不在了
我想他了他想谁呢

chorus
现时我演着心里在痛着
梦镜里是否又会甜蜜呢
伪装太多了我要崩溃了
心碎的滋味我懂了

prechorus, chorus

心碎的滋味我懂了

self pinyin** : Without words 말도없이 / park shin hye & jang geun suk~

2012-01-19T11:12:00.002+08:00

하지말걸 그랬어 모른척 해버릴걸
ha ji mal geol geu rae sseo mo reun cheog hae beo ril geol
안보이는 것처럼 볼수없는 것처럼
an bo i neun geot cheo reom bol su ob neun geot cheo reom
널 아 예 보지말 걸 그랬나봐
neol a ye bo ji ma geol geu rae na bwa
도망칠 걸 그랬어 못들은척 그럴걸
do mang chil geol geu rae sseo mot deul eun cheog geu reol geol
듣지 도못하는 척들 을 수 없는 것처럼 아 예 네
deud ji do mo ta neun cheog deul eul su ob neun geot cheo reom a ye ne
사랑 듣지 않을 걸
sa rang deut ji a neul geol

말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고
mal do ob si sa rang eul a ge ha go
말도없이 사랑을 내게주고
mal do ob si sa rang eul nae ge ju go
숨결하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망가니까
sum gyeol ha na jo cha neol dam ge hae noh go i reoh ge do mang ka ni ka
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나
mal do ob si sa rang i na reul ddeo na
말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려
mal do ob si sa rang i ra reul beo ryeo
무슨 말을 할지 다문 입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아
mu seun mal eul hal ji da mun i bi hon ja seo nol ran geot ga ta
말도없이 와서
mal do ob si wa seo

왜 이렇게 아픈지 왜 자꾸만 아픈지
wae i reoh ge a peun ji wae ja kku man a peun ji
널 볼수 없다는거
neol bol su ob da neun geo
네가 없다는거 말고
ne ga ob da neun geo mal go
모두 예전과 똑같은건데
mo du ye jeon gwa ddog ga teun geon de

말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고
mal do ob si sa rang eul a ge ha go
말도없이 사랑을 내게주고
mal do ob si sa rang eul nae ge ju go
숨결하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망가니까
sum gyeol ha na jo cha neol dam ge hae noh go i reoh ge do mang ka ni ka
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나
mal do ob si sa rang i na reul ddeo na
말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려
mal do ob si sa rang i ra reul beo ryeo
무슨 말을 할지 다문 입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아
mu seun mal eul hal ji da mun i bi hon ja seo nol ran geot ga ta
말도없이 눈물이 흘러내려 말도없이 가슴이 무너져가
mal do ob si nun mul-i heul reo nae ryeo mal do ob si ga seum i mu neo jyeo ga

말도 없는 사랑을 기다리고 말도 없는 사랑을 아파하고
mal do ob si neun sa rang eul gi da ri go mal do neun sarang eul a pa ha go
넋이 나가버려 바보가 되버려 하늘만 보고우니까
neog si na ga beo ryeo ba bo ga duei beo ryeo ha neul man bo go u ni kka
말도없이 이별이 나를찾아 말도 없이 이별이 내게와서
mal do ob si i byeo li na reul cha ja mal do ob si i byeo li nae ge wa seo
준비도 못하고 너를 보내야하는 내맘이 놀란것 같아
jun bi do mot ha go neo reul bo nae ya ha neun nae mam i nol ran geot ga ta
말도 없이 와서
mal do ob si wa seo~

말도없이 왔다가
mal do ob si wat da ga
말도없이 떠나는
mal do ob si ddeo na neun
지나간 열병처럼
ji nan gan yeol byeong cheo reom
잠시 아프면 되나봐
jam si a peu myeon duei na bwa
자꾸 흉터만 남게되니까
ja kku hyong teo man nam ge duei ni kka

Newborn bitten to death by dogs By our bureau | www.telegraphindia.com – Tue, Jan 17, 2012

2012-01-19T09:52:00.001+08:00

How heartless can humans be?

please read

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/newborn-bitten-death-dogs-221820762.html

Passerbys called private tv channel instead of calling the authorities?

This is so ridiculous.

IT IS JUST A NEWBORN BABY AND YOU ARE LOOKING

AT THE BENEFICIAL SIDE TO YOU INSTEAD OF

CARING FOR A NEWBORN BABY.

irresponsible.

inhuman.

heartless.

where is YOUR heart?

they simply do not have morale integrity.

IF THE NEWBORN BABY WAS YOUR BABY,

what will you do?

god, how sad must you be?

birthday celebration at Dynasty Travel

2012-01-19T09:42:00.000+08:00

very sweet of our company to

celebrate their staff's birthday

every month! ^^

want a pet?

2012-01-18T18:09:00.002+08:00

omg cute dearies <3
love them don't ya?

but don't get them on impulse!
THINK TWICE.

don't get a chinchilla because its dragon year also.
please make it YOUR PET and not just a TOY.
have some responsibilities! ^^

yes i am, 20.

2012-01-18T10:07:00.002+08:00

Dear Readers,

Finally. I am 20.
okay maybe i am not.
because i have not blown the candle
and sang the birthday songs.
tries to tell myself im still 18. thanks

**MOMABJSKFNSJKDNSD* mireen turns back to 18! :D

anyway. i don't feel that im 20 though,
just more mature than what I was when I was 18.
experiencing different things does make you grow up.
i guess?

now I realized that I can't stand myself wearing those punk
skirts la, kiddy shirts and stuff.
hah?

And I bought myself a cake only yesterday with a
Tiny puny candle! But I didn’t had time to light it up
And blow it yet. ~~~

But im not going to sing the bloody birthday song,
Just gonna wish for some things~

Would like to thank my dear friends who bought me the
presents! Will take photos and upload it soon! (I hope!)

THANK YOU TO~ (if they DO read my blogs, lol)
SHINYEE & JESPER ~
JESTYN~
LIKANG~
YUAN WEI~
DENNIS~
JASMINE & GRACE~
MATT~

^^ thanks for making my birthday this year so enjoyable!
Okay, I am pretty materialistic for birthdays because I like presents!
But seriously, who doesn’t?
But I would love to have just a long composition card, weird? Maybe..
Because sometimes your minds and thoughts have to be put into
words for me to understand. (I am sensitive)

anyway! Chinese new year is coming! ^^V
ANGBAOS, I AM WAITING FOR YOU RIGHT HERE <3

seriously? grow up people

2012-01-12T11:27:00.005+08:00

sometimes don't understand some ppl who cant
make the difference of a joking comment.

=.=

an example, when i ask u to go and die, naturally
for those with common sense, you would understand
that it is just joking right?
I mean I can't possibly ask you die and
you will really go die right? lol.

naturally when someoone take mc, i will just
jokingly say fake mc right? can't the person
just treat it as a joke? need to be so serious?
say im bad and whatever. alright. im bad then.

i don't care anyway. shall always keep my comments
to myself then. (:

有时候不了解为什么有些人那么自私自利。需要帮忙的时候，
我帮他，但是当其他人需要团队帮忙的时候，他却想要撇开责任。
只是帮一件事，就会说你下次也要帮我啊。
从我的观察来看：他不是为他人找想，
而是想到自己以后会需要别人的帮忙而帮忙的。

整天只会怀疑，埋怨，猜忌，不累吗？

每次都说没有人帮，没有人有空，只为了得到别人的同情。（或许不是吧）
可能只是我不够了解他，但是他的行为又为什么是这样的呢？

现在是什么时代了，几岁了
还要便扭谁和谁比较亲近。

人啊~

2012-01-11T12:21:00.001+08:00

I swear TOP is freaking hilarious and cute. LOL

EPL 2 olympus

2012-01-11T11:50:00.002+08:00

http://list.gmarket.com.sg/item/OLYMPUS-24HRS-SPECIAL-DIGITAL-CAMERA-OLYMPUS/404955614?sellerview=on

hmm.. thinking if i should buy this. ._________.

and great, i was late for work like 1h15mins? LOL

Coped from someone :D

2012-01-11T11:17:00.003+08:00

Would like to share with you guys some photos from Europe~!

Sanssouci palace @ potsdam~

southern tip of africa~

kind of proud when i saw Singapore on it :D

Ostrich @ South Africa! :D

Taj Mahal @ India!

Cool right~~

If you wish to travel to Europe,

will recommend Dynasty Travel~

they have great Tour Leaders! ^^V

btw, the someone is Derrick Foo :X

SM's new boyband EXO

2012-01-10T13:16:00.002+08:00

Wondering about SM's marketing techniques..

I like their way of exposing one member by a member
but what I'm wondering about is that why
Kai is their bias? Or rather he appears more frequently
as compared to the others? Hmm...

Guess its a way to attract fans? :D

currently i think that sehun is quite handsome and,
talented i would say ^^

My new year's dream

2012-01-10T13:14:00.001+08:00

Forgot to mention,
guess what dream I had during new year's day itself?
I dreamt that I got into a Korea artiste company and I saw
MISS A.

personally im not a fan of miss a, but I just dreamt of them.
Why not Shinee instead?!

update soon

2012-01-06T17:17:00.001+08:00

wanted to update my blog. but after this morning of
shits and what, no more mood. -.-

2012-01-06T17:15:00.001+08:00

Guess everyone who went through the same thing
as me this morning plus afternoon
will think that they are having their bad luck.
is this the forecast of black friday's birthday? ._________.
please tell me I am thinking too much please.

1. My colleague told me that there's this customer
which I have serviced for payment has a little problem.
supposingly she wanted installment payment but i proceeded
with full payment. BUT. she signed without any questions
about it. and even if have, she should check right? whether
the duration of the installment is correct or not right?!

- solved, forget it.

2. I have another customer, supposingly to pay
their insurance fee to our company but guess what?
she paid to the insurance company. -.-
- solvinginprogress.

3. BIGGEST PROBLEM.
helped colleague with a transfer case. didn't check
thoroughly enough that they actually require NZ visa which
need 3 months of processing. how good is this.
AND they are departing on 19 jan, which left me 8 working
days before their departure.

HA HA HA.

feel like DYING.
but there are moments which i felt the stress was good.
i must have gone mad. yeah i think so.
even went to find GM for her help.
only getting answer on monday.

i need someone to hug. NOW.
no one to talk to =/
feel like crying but I WONT.

2011-12-31T13:54:00.002+08:00

Finally..

its coming to an end of a year once again, the nineteenth of my whole life.
And I am turning 20 next year which is the age that I dread most because I
WILL be touching 2. 2, TWOOOOOO! ):

its alright, I will remain 18 throughout my life. :D young at heart.

I have lagged on my posting again but for today, I would just like to blog
about what I want to achieve next year..

1. JYPE/Alpha audition – taking place on 14/15 January..

Definitely will do my best for this audition. Whether I get chosen or not,
I will have to depend on my fate and luck. (:

2. Ending of my internship – reflection on the things that I had done during
my internship at Dynasty Travel..

3. Going to Korea for study in June..
That is if I don't get chosen in Singapore, so I will be able to go for the
audition no matter how many times I want. (haha) but if I still don't get
it, I guess I have to train much more..

4. Post dance/dance cover on my channel..
Planning to choreograph my own dance perhaps once a month or cover a
dance.. In this way, I will be able to keep improving and know where I am
standing at..

Since I am at it, my birthday is coming counting down from 13 days! ^.^

some of my wishlist~

wish that my dance will improve
wish that my vocal will improve
get to know more about acting..
decide where I am heading forward to (what course for uni/singer's path)
treat my parents even better~
do my best for everything
improve my korean language (esp when I am studying there)

8. get to know my relatives more. - realise we are not close ):

material wishlist (haha)

I wanna get a calender diary!
Get a new shoe for my new year.. ( I am going to buy myself)
Clothes! (I prefer plain ones)
Accessories~ earrings maybe? I've got a lot of necklace & rings alr.
Bags?
Books! - be it inspirational or fiction (thirst)
I wanna go Todai and eat for birthday!
Watches?
New PHONE. Its time for me to change one!

10. Phone cover! Thinking if I should get iphone 4 or andriod ones =.=

11. MONEY!

what about yours? (:

2011-12-26T15:37:00.002+08:00

여러분들 안녕하세요!

비스트 팬 있니?

their coming out presentation is so cool!

Can I jump to the stage the same way like them?

=gahh=

2011-12-26T14:04:00.004+08:00

New year is coming!

shall be coming up with new year wishes

and to-do lists! :D

also, nail polish for chinese new year!

omg, i have a d&d on 11 jan also .___.

lucky it changed from 12 till 11 if not

i guess i will be a drunken dead meat....

PRESENTS. IM WAITING FOR YOU!

i like this design! :D coped from nailside.tumblr.com

Rare lenticular clouds over West Yorkshire

2011-12-23T16:26:00.002+08:00

Seriously,

think you will realise I am blogging

more frequently now.

With updates of travel industry,

my performing videos as well as some

of my personal life stuff. :D

because.

I am too free at work. HAHAHAHAHA.

Just wish to share some beautiful clouds formation

that I happened to surf.

Unique, and.

Rarely seen..

2011-12-23T14:22:00.002+08:00

Went to Girl generation's concert,

tuo wo perline jie jie de fu~

they are really not bad. haha!

Joyful season is coming!

Wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas and

A refreshing Happy New Year~!

Feel blessed that I have received some cards

and candies from my friends~

Made some cookies for my colleagues but its only

the 1st batch, i still have another 1 packet

to make~~

HEE.

HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING.

Be Happy!

one of my cookies came out in this shape!

2011-12-22T20:01:00.002+08:00

http://list.gmarket.com.sg/item/SHERRYKNOWS-ACCESSORIES-NECKLACE/404884921

nice necklaces!

think is a new shop~

just went to my relative's wedding on Sunday!

some photos below~

omg so sweet of my cousin to dress up as a bear!

nice bridal dress! :D

WISHLIST HINT

2011-12-22T18:24:00.005+08:00

for some people's benefit.

eh*

HEM*

HAH.

:D
my birthday is cominggg!

hemhem,

anything will do. HAHA

just don't get me photoframes or

food =.=.... hmm. yah.

cards appreciated! XIE XIE <3

always wondering if i prefer

quantity or quality though.

very little present a bit depressing,

but if u get me 10 individual sweet

also a bit..

LOL

just being funny HAHA

rewrite of 错的人 by Elva Hsiao.

2011-12-22T18:10:00.000+08:00

感动是我对你的心跳
你回复的却是你的冷笑
心动是我对你的小草苗
你却不曾拿我当你的骄傲

你总是对我视若无睹
想依靠的人始终不曾在
可是我已经疲惫不想再等待着他
想要忘记这一切都不容易是否能换个他

微笑离开你身边是我的选择
却又想念过去的人想能永远都靠着你的左侧
泪流了心总是多道伤痕的
能医我的人不在这所以我窒息死了

2011-12-21T17:52:00.001+08:00

왜 사람의심장 이렇게 못생겼니?
왜 그냥 좋은 마음 있는게 안돼요?

有时候，总会觉得无奈
希望却又有可能会变成绝望
世界不能变得更美好吗
人是否就是那么的丑陋？

我无奈，也无助。

我相信只要每一个人付出一点小力量，
人世间就会变得美好了。

一个开始，就是往成功之路的道路。

2011-12-21T17:06:00.001+08:00

为什么人心是那么的险恶，又难策呢？情绪起伏又高……

amendment

2011-12-18T18:04:00.003+08:00

do not get the previous dress for me, omg
it cost like 60bucks ~____~

HAHA. get me charles and keith instead! :X
HAHA.

once again like i said, dont think much ppl
read my blog~

2011-12-18T15:42:00.002+08:00

Have you guys watched before My date with vampire 3
and Gong - palace lock heart jade?

Don't you think that these 2 guys look reallyyyyy
SIMILAR? Don't know if its just me though~

FENG SHAO FENG~ 冯绍峰
somehow he just look so familiar, don't know where I saw him in dramas..

金沛辰

sick.

2011-12-17T13:35:00.002+08:00

Guess everyone heard of giving and take
this kind of manners or whatsoever.

But i am so sick of giving and receiving
back nothing. and seriously, i dont mean presents.

so now onwards, i will only receive and give
back. selfish? yeah i am~

oh dear.

2011-12-15T09:51:00.000+08:00

How great, I am late for work again.

:D 1 more month to my birthday!

right. photo sharing.

2011-11-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

met up with regina last last week :D
her jie juo of piling dice. lol.
gave her a choco cakkki!
SHOURY? omg i forgot my laopo's dog's name.
cute max.

I BATHED HIM! :D

Winter Season

2011-11-13T20:21:00.002+08:00

Looking for any winter jackets?

Going for Korea?

Best buy for winter clothing?

VISIT G MARKET.

one of the shop that I saw was really cheaaaaap!

ranging from like 12-20 if i am not wrong. shipping $6!

http://list.gmarket.com.sg/item/2011-WOMEN-NEW-DESIGN-AUTUM-WINTER/404683932?search_keyword=winter

have fun shopping ladies!

Maturity

2011-11-13T19:10:00.002+08:00

Personally, I think there should be a

certain gauge of age limit for a person

to be independent or rather not childish.

its time to grow up and learn to be independent

people. if not, it means that you have not gone

through enough hardships thats why

you are whining abt the pheeny whinny things.

Colmar at Dusk

2011-11-13T18:53:00.002+08:00

the serenity...

where you can calm down

just by looking at this picture,

how beautiful it is captured.

located at Alsace, France a well preserved old town

where it also lies the designer of the

statue of liberty sculptor Frederic Bartholdi

2011-11-08T15:09:00.001+08:00

This is a very well sang song with meaningful lyrics.
Have a look at the lyrics and listen at it!

2011-10-30T18:00:00.002+08:00

Should I go for Korean Buffet or Japanese Buffet? :D

Both is tempting!

Korean buffet is cheaper but Jap IS NICEEEE.

I am getting married. (:

2011-10-30T17:45:00.002+08:00

like real.

2011-10-26T10:39:00.001+08:00

there will always be some people who is out
there to bring you down.

but never ever give up just because of them.
because you will always do better because
they are just jealous of you.

let's work hard everyone! ^^V

2011-10-26T10:19:00.002+08:00

guess you get to experience really a lot when
you start in your working life.

be it jealousy, envy, lack of thinking,
lack of sympathising, caring, etc etc.

You will never be able to please everyone.
so just please those who meant more to you.

somehow i feel more stress because I am an INTERN.

2011-10-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

New Tales of Gisaeng.

Omg, Ah Dam Oh is really a guy that
I do feel like marrying. HAHA. ok, not really.

Just fantasizing. ^^v

He has good body, handsome and rich.
Of course character is important as well..

hmm..

imperfection

2011-10-20T23:07:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, people do feel inferior of others
because of their imperfection. I do too.

However, imperfection is the key to categorise
each and everyone in the world.

Do not feel inferior, because its what
makes you unique, even though sometimes
it may causes obstruction in your life.

May you find your own way to your heaven!

IN****SHIP.

2011-10-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

guess all my course mates may be having a hard time.

and i will tell you why.

from?

my dreams. haha and you will wonder WHY?

1st,
in the first week of work,
i dreamt that i was putting on plasters for my
feet because of blisters. like, what a dream man.

2nd,
dreamt that an korea white itinerary book
was shooting acidic bubble foams at me. like,
LOL.

3rd,
feeling so helpless that i am hugging onto some
stranger in a dream. (think that I am searching for
reliance in dream?)

thats why. haha.

but i do learn a lot from my job.
in fact, i actually like it but not to the extend of
loving it yet. well, at least there is a certain
percentage of passion in it. well, i have it in most
job other than some.

and.

seriously, there aren't decent guys out there huh.
why do i feel like almost all guys go for looks?
they can be interested in someone so easily.
that shows how easy are they i think.
or else they would have observe more before
giving others the message that, "hey, i am interested
in you."

should just stay in my drama world.
OMG Sung hoon is like so hot and handsome.
His character is so, incredibly cute and nice.

L.O.L.

2011-10-12T23:49:00.001+08:00

seriously but i am going to rant here
since no one reads my blog from fb (i think)

do i look like someone who will live on others?

if i do, will i bother to work like shit?

sometimes people don't understand you and they start
nagging and nagging: you shouldn't be doing this,
ajfoihgieqhige0bgieonvieongiewnbiwb.

Seriously.. If you do not know one enough, don't comment.
IF you do, please use your brain before you comment.

you can actually hurt someone's feeling just because
of your clever assumption.

thanks and im done. HAH.

2011-09-27T22:55:00.001+08:00

As a girlfriend,
i usually don't ask guys to get me
expensive stuff until we are serious.

because you will be throwing it away
anyway. thats why i haven't got any
couple rings before i guess. haha~
well its nothing to be envied of.
whats more important is the relationship
that you are having.

its just an item.

P.S. I am watching new gisaeng tales.
i think i am kind of similar with the girl
inside just that i am more dynamic in some sense?

2011-09-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

#Capricorn's are very quiet, but once excited or comfortable we will become the most talkative person you know.

2011-09-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

am i blessed by lady luck recently?

why so many boy*friends?

im back!

2011-09-27T20:47:00.002+08:00

helooos. im back to blog!

like finally.

but im not sure if there
are people who will be reading but
still..

thanks for viewing! :D

**WHEEEEE
i clinched my first tour package today going to
Turkey! :D
btw i am working at a travel agency which is dynasty
travel for intern~!

debate~ oh my school~

2011-06-29T20:40:00.002+08:00

Should artiste announce to the public that they are dating?
In my own opinion, I do not agree. I will list down few of the reason why as a female I do not agree.
• Usually, after you announce, fans will have a big reaction once you announce the “bad” news to them. For example, Jonghyun and Shin Se Kyung.
• As you date, you received too much attention which may bring you certain stress level as you continue your relationship and there may be quarrels and misunderstandings. Especially if the male artiste have a high popularity among fans.
• The female artiste may get hurt due to violence caused by the fans as they are unhappy with the relationship.
• The couple may receive a lot of negative comments towards either the girl or the relationship that you are having.
• As the time goes on, naturally due to stress you will result in breaking up.

If I agree,

• I will agree because the guy that I am dating is true, understanding and protective.
• As an artiste, you should only announce if the relationship you are having is serious and you will go into marriage situation.

also,
FANS. you should accept every concept that an artiste come up with because you have to be open minded. you can't expect them to stay the same forever.

you have to understand, artiste have their own lifes.
you can't expect them to not get into any r/s for ya.
they have to get married, so do you. (:

WEIRD dreams.

2011-05-29T00:26:00.002+08:00

haah i had weird dreams again.

i guess it is influenced by the
cockroach that i spotted in the kitchen.

had a dream about bug infestion in my
mother's room. super scary.
beetle, cockroach. omg. yuck.
i dreamt that i was spraying the baygon thing.
kekekeke.

and i had another consecutive dream.
running man game. LOL.
but its kind of weird. i was playing
with my primary school mates. LOL.

well just random ;D

49 days.

2011-05-23T23:16:00.002+08:00

Its really a well written story.

It is talking about a girl who had
passed away because someone suicided.
After that, she had to 'possess' on
someone and find 3 100% true tears from
3 different people.

She got it.

First from a guy who had some misunderstanding
during their high school life and both have
some issues that caused them to leave each
other life.
During the process, he secretly helped
her as he kind of find out what was happening.

The rest, watch it yourself (:

If only i can meet a guy like him.
I won't regret living. HA.
Thats why i am so focus on being a korea singer/actress
i guess. so i can get to live in this kind
of fairy tales. ;D

pasttime game.

2011-05-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

OMG. im playing gunbound again O_____O

2011-05-23T20:15:00.002+08:00

do you often stroll and think about
someone whom you still may have feelings for,
but you are uncertain about the relationship?

when you are thinking if you should send him/her
a message, and suddenly a thought flash and
you decide not to..

i do (:

BIGBAANGGG. my love

2011-05-10T12:43:00.000+08:00

i love this performance.

long time since i have blogged.
so, hm.
shall update soon abt korea trip.

GO GO SINGGGG`

korea day 1 + 2.

2011-03-19T08:23:00.002+08:00

Good morning everyone~

i arrived at korea on thursday. haha~
it was a miracle tt i find my hostel rightaway.
without getting lost.

as i guess, im a genius finding places. (hohoho)

after that i went around hongdae
and got my nails done and i met muni~
we went to have beef samgyeopsal~
after that we were kind of lost finding
this jim jil bang called happy day
of course in e end we found it. HAHA.

after that we spent the time in it until
she gt to go at 11.
hmm. i stayed overnight. and i swear
i will nvr go in the sauna for more than 40mins
-.- i thought that i was having fever
because of my headache and i feel HAWT.
but i still slept while hearing ppl walk in and
out. ~_~

then i went to hongdae guesthouse~~
everyone was having breakfast den,
and i realised they are from SINGAPORE!
super coincidence. i say.

after that went to my room to settle down
then to have breakfast.
after that came back and arranged some stuffs.

after that i went to myeongdong
and also ddm. seriously.
i was quite pissed at ddm (dong dae mun)
i went to find padding jumper (wind breaker)
and i saw one that i really liked.
and i just walk around somemore to find perhaps
one even better?
and i forgot where it was.
!@#$%^&*()
and when i found it, wth the owner
wasn't there and
i have to go back for hostel's pizza party.
yeap.
so after that i went hongdae
again, with nurul and weiting.
saw some perf at the playground. like
wow, so many ppl watching as if it is a
club by their own~
oh did i say that we bought a LOT of rings?
HAHA.

then we went to this cafe called something bene.
coffee bene? o.O
uhm. yeah i got vanilla frappe and it tasted like
ice cream -.- should have got choco instead.
uhm nurul got this green tea latte and it
TASTE GREAT.
haha and we met some friends here~
One is from korea hyun jae and
another one is from japan! KATO SEIJI~
haha. they are damn nice. :D

anyway after that we went back to our guest house.

OH, some korean guy in myeongdong
thought that i was korean and started talking
to me randomly about dreams -.-
he is nt scouting right. totally dont look
like a scouter. maybe a christian? LOL.
and. another one i forgotten o.o
HAHA.

im so korean. HEHE.

Japan's earthquake.

2011-03-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

Seriously. people are getting anxious about
the so call end of the world?

Will the world end in 2012 Twin towers- 09/11/01 Japan Quake-03/10/11 TOGETHER- 12/21/11?

seriously. the earth quake has not happen yet.
y for worried for something that is the future?
its kind of worried for nothing
then u as well start worrying for your death
no matter there is end of the world or not.

or you can actually view it differently.
How?
You should start treasuring people around you more,
instead of going crazy over end of the world.
since your time is short.

i heard tt some americans are actually not working
because of the end of the world.
what happens if there's no end of the world?
don't be stupid.
this shouldn't serve as a bloody negative thing,
but to treasure whoever, whatever you have.
as so called, 珍惜眼前人，知足常乐

if just because of earthquakes ppl are thinking
about the end of the world, there's always a first time
in the whole century right?
For god's sake, 8.9 earthquake.
sure got first time 5+ earthquake one right.
and if everyone starts thinking world is ending soon
after each earthquake. what's going to happen then?

you want to die go ahead. no one is stopping you.

but one sentence.
don't waste your life away.
be it for love, for end of the world.
think about ur family, loved ones.
the purpose living in the world.

KOREA!

2011-03-06T02:27:00.000+08:00

mireen is going korea soon! 17march :D

bad start of the semester week.

2011-01-04T16:52:00.002+08:00

WHATS WITH THIS MAN.

PROJECT PROJECT AND MORE PROJECT.
if i ever know who come up with project
and exams im so so so going to kill u.

so stress.

hah.
ttb, fem, csit, crs, culi. wth.

2010-12-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

i've got to get used to the
off days. or else, .____.

stop the negative thoughts girl!

>:

2010-12-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

i know i have did something wrong.
i know that i should have ask for
your permission first.
i know that it might be dangerous.
i know that you are worried for me.
i know that i am stupid.
i know that actually there may be bad stuffs
but i thought that if i am sharp enough
then it is alright to proceed with it >:
i know that i should have think more.
i know that i am a bad girl that
did not think for you >:

sorry >:

brain is going to burst anytime.

2010-12-25T22:19:00.004+08:00

i think im thinking too much,
but my brain just cant stop thinking.
guess this is the reason why
my white hairs are growing.

i don't know if it is that the
difference today that made me like
it, or the drama i watched, or the
expectation that i have, or my brain
is working on its own that make me
kind of fast forward thinking or rather
kind of too over of myself.

perhaps, its everything.

realised that i really have low esteem
in relationship. weird.

updates.

2010-12-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

uhhmm, actually i dont know what
to blog right now, so i shall just
rant what i want randomly?

humph.

should i call him? but, if everyday
call, people will also get bored right.
uhm. i guess thats a yes.

shldn't stick too close.
if not you cant see.
so, stay further away and
you will realise the importance?

:B

anyway.
watched tron legacy yesterday
with my boyfriend :B
hm~

keyboard lesson as usual. a bit chim now.
got to figure out the song's melody
and chords. gawd.

tomorrow celebrating christmas at
miaoru's house. excited :B
HEHES.

hmm, shld i bring my boy?
scare he anti social, quiet,
den sian at there. humph.
somebody reminded me. lol.
i shldn't be selfish uh. >:

current regret,

2010-12-19T13:57:00.003+08:00

my current regret is the
first hamster that i ever have.
why did i gave it away?

>:

i still remembered the day when
it ran out of cage,
and found it under a sofa..
somehow, its leg got injured,
causing it to be crippled. ):
i think i cried over it.

kind of missed it always.
sometimes the night mare i get is that
i dreamt that i forget to feed my hamster.

how scary is this. ha.

enlightment.

2010-12-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

if you realise, the good things that you did
may not receive compliments but the bad
things that you did, you will definitely receive criticism.

i guess this is the selfishness of human?

i am being selfish for saying it also. hm.

today i returned a bb phone to a customer that
always visited sushitei. oh wells. feel good to do that (:
kind of like make up for eh hem. yeap.

hehes.

so, people, if you can just give simple compliments
to the people around you. something just like
"you look good today". and NOT SOMETHING
LIKE THE BLOODY AH CHUN SAID TO ME.
"mireen, you look older today, why ah?"
!@#$%^&(
ni gu nai nai de.

oh wells, pass happiness ard better than
putting yourself in a pool of sadness right?

yes.

i miss my boy ):

2010-12-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

sometimes hearing things that
you think is okay may not be okay to you.

hm. shuo shi hua, you yi dian shock dao.
dont understand.

schedule.

2010-12-07T00:06:00.002+08:00

lets see.

tml sch 9-4 (wth)
after 4 go to orchard change my iphone.
then meet mr mah and my eh hem and some
other friend. wondering hw mr mah can cope.
:B

8 to keyboard lesson.

wednesday.
morning go ubi.
(didn't went today. kind of miscalculated the timing to sch)
go where then? i think 2.35 im going to clash a driving lesson.
hm. then at night, still not sure if there is dance lesson.
i can't skip my modern anymore. skipped too much
for project. feeling very guilty towards ryan ):

oh, i went for some wedding dinner tonight.
random thoughts of getting married. -.-
can't believe i am going to do that. =/ LOL.
too much random thoughts. -.-

maybe keeping a distance
would make our relationship sweeter but.
hmmm~

2010-12-06T00:35:00.002+08:00

my mum says im becoming more
and more SOTONG. because im in love.
wth?

did i? maybe there's a little bit ):
looking at the carelessness. =/

anyway. wasn't really happy with the result
for my exam. rah.

y project datelines just cannot stop coming?
damn it.

heh, I <3 you.

2010-12-03T17:13:00.001+08:00

why love cannot be just simple and sweet?

why must it comes with jealousy, vain, lies
sex and denial?

performing crew exam tonight.

2010-11-30T12:01:00.001+08:00

heh. im so dead.

did not practise much for
my vocal exams =/

hope Chilla laoshi wont slaughter me.
):

NEWS.

2010-11-30T11:41:00.002+08:00

people dying at mrt tracks.
for what?!

slashing each other. hm.
don't understand for what.
life is precious. treasure it.
you may not know you get slashed
tomorrow or in the next second.

chemical smell o.O at hougang,
sengkang and blahblahblah area.
i didnt smell anything though,
maybe cause i was too busy hanging
out with my boyfriend :X

why must petrol price go up?! !@#$%^&*()
im going to drive a car soon? .___.
nono can go down not ._____.

more elderly people getting aids.
this is LOL.

**money isn't that important.
whats important is the happiness you get.
imagine u go rob a bank, maybe you
get the short moment of the pleasure of the
money you get. but in the next second,
you get throw into the prison. hah. happy?
NO.

working hard to get money and feel happy
because you worked hard for it yeah. :D
people jiayouuu :D

(see i got update k ;x)

2010-11-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

to be honest,
sometimes it doesn't
seems true to me.

or i just think that
i just dont haf the luck?
所以我会一直看不够的看着你

hongkong.

2010-11-29T22:45:00.001+08:00

ok after my project submission,
i will will will update
abt my hong kong trip k. lols.

and outing with my dear :B

mireen is attached. :D

2010-11-29T22:43:00.000+08:00

k. i updated. HEHE

2010-11-08T00:56:00.001+08:00

i guess i have been single for too long.

forgotten a lot of stuffs.

patience.

2010-11-08T00:18:00.003+08:00

HAHA. i realised tt i dont have patience
afterall after trying to cut the seaweeds
and papers at work. my gawd.

finally, i understood Rainie Yang's Ai Mei.
why? Because i thought that it was
supposed to be sweet and yeah. haha

perhaps you wanna look at the lyrics?
and maybe, the vid.

曖昧让人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的证据
何時该前進　何時该放棄
连擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡
畢竟有些事不可以
超過了友情　还不到愛情
遠方就要下雨的風景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服氣　也開始怀疑
眼前的人　是不是同一個真實的你

曖昧让人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的证据
何時该前進　何時该放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣

曖昧讓人變得貪心
直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你　寫不出結局
放遺憾的美麗　停在這裡

2010-11-02T12:34:00.004+08:00

ugh. im hungry.
now im at my lab in sentosa campus.

kind of regret. but not
because of the course but because
of the module to come to sentosa
specially to STUDY.
im lazy yea.

1.5hr transport. ha.
school looks haunted at the night. =/
scary looking toilets.

anyway. hai~ i wan tp ):

2010-11-02T12:34:00.001+08:00

its neither here nor there.

2010-10-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

can't guys just
state.

"im treating you as a friend"
"im treating you as a sister"
"im treating you as my future gf?"

2010-10-30T01:29:00.003+08:00

=/

can't guys just initiate?

difficult.

2010-10-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

shiat. i guess afterall
i AM falling. DAMN.

so here's the question.
should i keep falling?
or should i just drag myself out?
this is the thing i HATE.
i swear.

thats why i rather ppl chase me than
i like ppl -.-...
because i don't go after 'em.

haha but chris says i reject those
tt chase me, but wth? then accept
those tt i will nvr fall in love with meh?
no what. what rubbish.

AH I NEED ANS.

i need a man.

2010-10-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

:D just joking

DAMN loads of updates to be done.

2010-10-25T11:02:00.003+08:00

Hong kong,
Sushitei dinner~
Butter Factory experience :D

Well why not i share the experience now? ㅋㅋㅋ
어떻게 말 할 까?
hmm just thought tt it was ok,
music was ok. i thought tt
it would be like there's a dance
floor in front, and loads of like those
bunks surrounding it.

In the end it wasn't. (i watch from show one)
lols. its quite squeezy? (i guess tts what clubs are for)
not my music genre. (i guess no clubs have my genre)

KTVclubsg finals.

2010-10-20T00:24:00.002+08:00

(: got into the finals~!

30 oct at scape's music cafe. hohohoho.
12-5. wanna come support? ;D

8bucks per ticket.
free flow standard drink, but i nt sure wad
drink is tt ~_~ lols.

남자는 다 바보야.

2010-10-19T23:58:00.003+08:00

i can't believe guys are silly
enough to accept back someone
when she step on 2 boats.

if me, never.
unless they can prove.

anyways.
i should have a harder heart.
yeap i should.

always tempted to get into r/s.
but its just a temptation not a must
right? .___.

now im confused.
its just a crush right, yes just
a crush or maybe just an eye candy.
i wouldn't fall in love tt easily.

a small girl just wave to me today :D
feel so happy!
i guess kids will be my eye candies
forever!~ maybe i should go orphanage
to do volunteer soon? ;D
i will do my best to keep them blessed. ^^v

2010-10-17T13:51:00.001+08:00

Just erase everything.

dead.

2010-10-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

uberly exhausted. came home at 6:17.
woke up at 8.47.

went to work. late.
someone mc.
super loads ppl came.
want my life.

went to keyboard lesson.
wrong chords. damn.

went to teach tuition.
kana bite by tutee's hamster.

ha. bad day.

was thinking about if someone still
likes you, what will they do?

2010-10-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

i realised commitment is
the problem.

will upload about hongkong
when i have the time to.
damn busyy. keyboard exam..

korean lessons to pick up..
church performance on thurs
(have not prepared)
talent competition on next mon..
ugh. too many things to do,
to little time i have.

even though sometimes
my imaginations will run wild..

dilemma

2010-09-30T13:34:00.000+08:00

im back from hongkong.

holidays.

2010-09-17T21:19:00.002+08:00

hah, finally finished my
bloody examinations on tuesday.

so its working time and.

hohoho travelling time!

mireen is going to hongkong on monday 20/9.
please don't msg me! >.<
i won't reply your msges.

anyway. found a good drama to catch.
My Fair Lady by Yoon Eun Hye?
the girl who acted in coffee prince,
and goong.

i dare say she's a good actress.
totally different concept.
compared to lee min ho and kim hyung joon.
No offence. I still do believe in them,
just that they did not get a chance
to perform in other personalities roles.

for me, acting is something that is
interesting because it allows one person
to jump from one character to another.
so how good your acting is is depended on
how good you can maintain.

yeap.
:D

now im in a dilemma. shiat.

one down. 2 more to go.

2010-09-07T12:55:00.001+08:00

haf a bad feeling.
im nt going to fail right.

anyways. going to chionggg
for my tto and marketing.

mireen, fighting!

different types of kisses.

2010-09-06T13:50:00.002+08:00

do you understand the meaning
of each kisses?

here goes.

kissing on the hand means regret
of parting..

kissing on the forehead means faith
and trust.

kissing on the nose means falling in
love with you~

kissing on the neck, the boy is thinking
of something he desire. *you know you know~

lips, of course. haha you know it.

FTT

2010-09-03T14:01:00.001+08:00

barely passed.

got 90/100.
hah.

mireenn is going to mug now!

korean language.

2010-09-02T19:30:00.002+08:00

yes. i have to work harder
on my korean language.

yeap. i got my test result! 90/100.
._. i thought that i would get 100 LA.
it was damn easy -.-.

my first i got 98/100,
second got 86/100.
now 90/100~ hohohoho
i must get 100 someday.
lols.

anyway i have decided to
chiong my korean language after my exam.

미린,
파이팅! 난 열심이할게습니다

worst nightmare in my life.

2010-09-02T19:25:00.002+08:00

have you ever dreamt
before that someone who is dear
to you died in your dream?

i did.

and holy hell, i woke up crying. lol.

i dreamt that my grandma pass
away. of course i cried like hell. -.-
i cannot imagine what's life without
anyone of my family.

perhaps this is a message for me
to treasure my family more.
and for people who reads too.
(:

don't ever regret.

oh and i saw my teacher
ms chia today. like HAHA
so coincidence~

anyway. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY
to all the teachers. specially to those
who have shared their knowledge
and care for me! ^^v

be firm`.

2010-09-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

yes i gotta be firm.

time to decide
and to make sure and
not regret.

i did not work hard for myself
to regret the hard work that i
have put into.

there's a good story..
hm.

a monk had a plant that he had
planted for 20 years and he
like it very much.
however, one day..
his disciple broke it accidentally.
his senior actually laughed
and said," HAHA, you will definitely
be kicked out of the temple. This is
shi fu's favourite flower!"
Disciple got scared and went to
confess to his shi fu.
However, guess what his shi fu replied?
He smiled and said,"I did not get a plant to get angry."

I believe, this is something
useful for everyone of us.

Happy Teachers' Day!

2010-08-31T23:04:00.003+08:00

Hmm. i kind of miss my miss chia~

hahas. she's really a great teacher.

anyways. i received my first ever

teachers' day present from my tuitee.

like omgg~ so touched and happy! ^^v

and we should always keep a thankful

heart to people who have helped and taught us.

.perception

seriously. actually perception is important.

for example, today. i wanted to give

some seat to a person guess what,

my laptop dropped. in my perception,

she shld have at least say sorry or

something right? but she didn't. like wth.

but in her perception she may just think

tt its my own fault what. what for say sorry?

random.

anyway, we should always feel thankful

to the trees and leaves that always helped

us to recycle our oxygen. somehow i feel

happy when i say thank you to the trees

and the flowers.

*yes i must be mad.

weird dreams.

2010-08-31T23:01:00.002+08:00

god.

i have damn loads of weird
dreams. HAHA.

i dreamt tt i went travelling with SHINee.
HHAHAHAHAHA.
beautiful dreams come true right. HAHA.
;D

anyways. hmm.
i have to mug. yes.

this is getting wrong.

2010-08-26T01:31:00.000+08:00

there's something wrong with me.
perhaps its because
i didnt get the thing that i wanted
for too long hence, i m crazy over it
right now.

relax girl, you have to choose the right one!

worries, and.

2010-08-18T01:23:00.002+08:00

stress.

yes/.
i bet this is the first time i ever felt so
tensed up and nervous.

because, its her.

i am so going to dig up old songs
and add my repetoire to the max.
she said 200 -.- like gawd.

yeap. i have to go step by step.
and yes i have a bad thing about me
is that i like to rush.

and rush
and rush. like
broom broommmm~

yes. step by step.
stable.
pitch.
follow what she says and
i won't be wrong.